Tuesday, February 12, 2002

post nasal drip
i love you... and nothing can ever take that away from you. i was madde for you. i know it's hard to believe but it's true. i'm yours. forever

and ever

amen

Sunday, December 23, 2001

traumallamadingdong
sometimes it's all i can do, to not buy a bus ticket to you. but then i stop and i think about how wonderful you make things. you're like color safe bleach on my fabrics. romantic i know.

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

night sky after rain
clear. crystal clear. so clear you can't tell if it's the end of the universe or the beginning you see in your rear view mirror.
and it doesn't matter. all that matters is that you're in front of me. just down thee road drawing ever nearer... a dim flicker on the horizon... brighter than all the headlights. brighter than every sunset and sunrise man has ever seen.

waiting. for me. waiting for us.

i'm coming.

Thursday, October 25, 2001

longevity program
hard. everything is hard. but this is harder. you're harder. i'm harder. we're harder. i wake up crying sometimes. not seeing you eats at me slowly. devouring my nerves. my head. my health.

but the one thing that lasts is the most important. the thing that lasts is you. the way you make me feel. the way you stare at me when i say something insane. the way you look at me when i say something complimentary.

the little things that make me need you more. they make me lose it sometimes. and i wouldn't change a thing. the need...

needing you is better than the rest. the waiting builds it up. gets the synapses firing. muscles twitching. makes everything purer. sweeter. the wait makes the small things bigger.

thank you for the need.